Lyrics

You were there for every song, even when you couldn't sing along
My best friend is gone
I promised you on day one I'd always be a safe home
But I was wrong

I'm thinking way too much
Ruminating in your loss
Another promise that I've lost
Because I keep fucking it all up
Was it my fault or just bad luck?
Did I not care for you enough?
And were you scared when you were lost?

Or were you glad that you were

Going off the deep end again it seems
Self destruction starts feeling a lot like God to me
Falling into relapse again it seems
Everything that hurts feels like God to me

Am I just angry? Oh
Am I just angry? Oh

If I could swallow all my pride
If I could just let you decide
Would you have done the same as I?
Because the pain was just too much, watching all the lights go off
Our time will never be enough

I'm thinking way too much
Ruminating in your loss
Another promise that I've lost
Because I keep fucking it all up
Was it my fault or just bad luck?
Did I not care for you enough?
And were you scared when you were lost?

Or were you glad that you were

Going off the deep end again it seems
Self destruction starts feeling a lot like God to me
Falling into relapse again it seems
Everything that hurts feels like God to me

I'm waiting for the rain
When the desert starts flooding
Things will never be the same, and I don't have to be okay

Going off the deep end again it seems
Self destruction starts feeling a lot like God to me
Falling into relapse again it seems
Everything that hurts feels like God to me

Am I just angry? Oh
Am I just angry? Oh