From the recording Lost
Lyrics
I'm a promoter of faith
I'm a promoter of faith
Fortified and forged in pain
Burdened by the way I think
I don't want to feel a thing, so into my own void I'll sink
Captivated by this feeling
I'm addicted to finding meaning in the worst of everything
I'm a promoter of faith
Changes were made, things finally made sense
But I'm slipping, it's happening all over again
I feel comfortable in the dark
I feel surrounded by what I'm worth
The only reason I cut myself is because I think I deserve to hurt
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worthless
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worth it
Strung up high and left to waste
An example, a disgrace
I don't want to admit I think I'm the worst in everything
Courted by your way of thinking, my own morals slowly sinking
Committed to my own weight, I'm a promoter of faith
Changes were made, things finally made sense
But I'm slipping, it's happening all over again
I feel comfortable in the dark
I feel surrounded by what I'm worth
The only reason I cut myself is because I think I deserve to hurt
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worthless
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worth it
The end is drawing near
You don't want to be here
Leave me to crash and burn, you know how much I love to hurt
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worthless
Hurt me, I deserve it
Kick me when I'm down because I'm worth it
I'm a promoter of faith
I'm a promoter of faith
I'm a promoter of faith
I'm a promoter of faith
